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So I went to the doctor today. Still no progress, I'm not dialated at all, and she said it still feels very "thick". Ehh I was upset earlier, but I'm okay now... what can ya do? There are a few things around the house I'd still like to get around to cleaning anyways.

Me and D are talking a little more often, and keeping the conversations civil. It bothers me that he always says he'll call me back, and rarely does... and I'm the dummie that calls him the next day. I can't stress about it anymore though, I'm already dealing with enough. The only thing that will matter to me in the end (with him) is if this is his child he is a good father, and comes to visit her as often as possible. So I'm gonna try to lay off until I know for sure she's his, to avoid looking like a bigger ass than I already will in the event that she isn't his.

Stephanie still hasn't attempted to call me or anything. I loaned her $20 over a week ago, and I was told I'd get paid back the very next day. Two days after I lent it to her, she wasn't saying too much about it, so when she told me she'd call me back because she was on the way to her boyfriends house (which is right by me) I asked her to drop off my money, and she said sure... and I haven't heard from her since last Thursday. She's hasn't really called me for shit in the past month or two, but all of a sudden when she thinks she's pregnant, and then needed some money to borrow... I was the first person she turned to. Isn't that funny. I'm not even sure what I will say to her if and when she does call, but it definitely won't be nice. She knows I'm about to have a newborn child, I don't have money to be lending out everywhere. If I was any type of prioriety to her she would have made sure she returned my money when she said she would, or at least called to let me know something.

I am going to go make some yummy tacos now :).

I don't have much to say as of right now, but I will be customizing/blogging shortly ;)